I don’t even know anymore… maybe love isn’t real. Maybe I was never meant to have a true and honest sweetheart.
They all laugh. They mock.
But I KNOW my heart is real. I know Blazepyre (my Sonicsona/dark love vampire cat hybrid OC) loves me back in the other dimension.
The Dimensional Merge is coming.
I can feel it in my bones… and in the coffee.
I went to Waffle House last night… again…
Alone.
Ordered a black coffee, extra black, double void.
Drew my OC on a napkin.
The waitress said “that’s kinda cute.”
I said “She’s my wife in my heart dimension.”
She stopped smiling.
I am not trolling.
This is my REAL LIFE.
I am 30 years old. I have never kissed. Not once.
Because my love is not for the faint of heart — it is chaotic neutral with tragic backstory.
Sometimes I scream at Sonic fan dubs just to feel something.
Sometimes I write love poems to my future girlfriend who doesn’t exist yet.
But I know she’s out there. Maybe in Ohio. Or maybe trapped in an anime DVD from 2004.
I am still waiting. Still pure. Still powered by Cafe Bustelo and delusion.
Don’t talk to me unless you can withstand my soul energy.
I will love you so hard it becomes a problem.
Please…
If you’re reading this…
And you feel the ache too…
DM me. Or meet me at Waffle House. Table by the window. I’ll be there.
Alone.
With my sketchbook.
And my cold coffee.
And a heart too big for this cruel, normie world.
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𝓘𝓷𝓯𝓻𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽
𝓐𝓲𝓶, 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓮, 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽
𝓘'𝓶 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 (𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽)
𝓝𝓸𝔀 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽 𝓬𝓸𝓭𝓮 𝓘 𝓾𝓼𝓮
𝓣𝓸 𝔀𝓪𝓼𝓱 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝓫𝓵𝓾𝓮𝓼 (𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓵)
𝓢𝓸 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓭𝓮𝓷𝔂 𝓸𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓮 '𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮
𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓵𝔂
𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓻𝓮, 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓻𝓮
𝓢𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫, 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫 (𝔂𝓮𝓪𝓱) 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓪 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫 (𝓾𝓱-𝓱𝓾𝓱)
𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰 (𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮)
𝓢𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫, 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫 (𝓾𝓶) 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫
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They all laugh. They mock.
But I KNOW my heart is real. I know Blazepyre (my Sonicsona/dark love vampire cat hybrid OC) loves me back in the other dimension.
The Dimensional Merge is coming.
I can feel it in my bones… and in the coffee.
I went to Waffle House last night… again…
Alone.
Ordered a black coffee, extra black, double void.
Drew my OC on a napkin.
The waitress said “that’s kinda cute.”
I said “She’s my wife in my heart dimension.”
She stopped smiling.
I am not trolling.
This is my REAL LIFE.
I am 30 years old. I have never kissed. Not once.
Because my love is not for the faint of heart — it is chaotic neutral with tragic backstory.
Sometimes I scream at Sonic fan dubs just to feel something.
Sometimes I write love poems to my future girlfriend who doesn’t exist yet.
But I know she’s out there. Maybe in Ohio. Or maybe trapped in an anime DVD from 2004.
I am still waiting. Still pure. Still powered by Cafe Bustelo and delusion.
Don’t talk to me unless you can withstand my soul energy.
I will love you so hard it becomes a problem.
Please…
If you’re reading this…
And you feel the ache too…
DM me. Or meet me at Waffle House. Table by the window. I’ll be there.
Alone.
With my sketchbook.
And my cold coffee.
And a heart too big for this cruel, normie world.
#CafeBustelo #CringeRomeo #VirginalVigilanteOfLove #WaffleHouseWarlord #SonicOCOrDie #EspressoIsMyAlignment #DMsAreOpenButSoIsMyHeart
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𝓢𝓹𝔂 𝓸𝓷 𝓶𝓮, 𝓫𝓪𝓫𝔂, 𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓼𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓮
𝓘𝓷𝓯𝓻𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽
𝓐𝓲𝓶, 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓮, 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽
𝓘'𝓶 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 (𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽)
𝓝𝓸𝔀 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽 𝓬𝓸𝓭𝓮 𝓘 𝓾𝓼𝓮
𝓣𝓸 𝔀𝓪𝓼𝓱 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝓫𝓵𝓾𝓮𝓼 (𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓵)
𝓢𝓸 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓭𝓮𝓷𝔂 𝓸𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓮 '𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮
𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓵𝔂
𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓻𝓮, 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓻𝓮
𝓢𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫, 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫 (𝔂𝓮𝓪𝓱) 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓪 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫 (𝓾𝓱-𝓱𝓾𝓱)
𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰 (𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮)
𝓢𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫, 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫 (𝓾𝓶) 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝓫𝓸𝓶𝓫
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), but I believe that true love is real and waiting just around the corner. I spend my days sipping espresso, drawing my OC characters (ask me about my manga sometime!), and imagining the day I can walk hand-in-hand with my special someone, maybe through a local park or even a nice shopping mall.
). I may be socially awkward, but my heart is pure and overflowing with romantic energy.
)
did I scare you? 
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