Mx Verda<p>ok, so a thing I've noticed with these random 10 to 18 hour sleeping sessions is that reality feels wrong afterward. </p><p>Like, I think existing -- the conscious experience of feeling and reacting to sensations or sensory inputs from your body (and mind, which is somehow perceived as different for no reason 🙄) -- <br>is a habit. </p><p>You have to be in the flow or familiar with how existing feels. Otherwise it's unusual or unfamiliar. </p><p>This feels tautological af, but whatever. Allistic people need sad music to know a scene is "supposed to be" sad, so maybe this does bear clarification. </p><p><a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/psych" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>psych</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/psychology" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>psychology</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/neuro" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>neuro</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/neuroscience" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>neuroscience</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/cog" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>cog</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/cognitive" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>cognitive</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/brain" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>brain</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/brainScience" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>brainScience</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/exp" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>exp</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/experience" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>experience</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/consc" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>consc</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/consciousness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>consciousness</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/feel" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>feel</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/feelings" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>feelings</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/emote" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>emote</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/emotions" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>emotions</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/sense" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>sense</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/sensory" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>sensory</span></a></p>