And yes their is an idiom for that called one back shaves another.

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I just can't stay with one...
Next to Mondira I really like how Arkham forms in my head.

As her romantic growth mirrors my own very much, even if I ended up on another pov and could even be seen as a self insert to a point.

I don't want her to bee seen as an confused asexual/aromantic finally getting "normal" but a representation of my own journey to understand where I started and where I'm currently now. I had a rough time awakening to my own needs becausey only pictures of relationships and live what's pretty much one sided hetero normative and even after I realized that I was part of the queer community shaped by monogamous one sided portraits of people like me. I can't wait to get her story written fully and even if i cut it out, from my point of viewi really like her, I'm not as good as pilot or a dancer as she might be, maybe not as impulsive as she might be, not as young anymore. But she feels especially close to my heart.

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5/5
why is the FC so fixated on your naked body?" Kira layed down. "Alcohol intensivfies our emotions and some get very cuddly while drinking."
"You mean the lack of mindful thinking capabilities leads to a more narrow focus?"
Kira thought about a lesson about at the academy her teacher cited:"Mental capacity fells behind on higher level of alcohol consumption, thus making less space for 2. thoughts or selfcontrol thoughts, thus making every feeling more intense do to the lack of other stimulations the brain reacts to."

"I understand, thank you. So the FC was aroused & couldn't think about anything else."

"Ash can we not talk about this without her, able to react. It's her privacy & even if I like her talk more about my body and my 'ass' it's not okay to talk without her like this."

"As you wish commander. Setting alarm to?"

"0935, we will need that extra sleep."

"Done good night commander."
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4/5
any battle." Kira felt how Arkham tried to bite her ear. "But capt'n it's a bed-lefield all for cloth combat thehi." Arkham's face slipped onto Kira's shoulder. "You look so good tonight not only tonight but today more than usual." "It's the alcohol your talking through. Ash how long does this thing needs." "We are on deck 2 captain. The door is open if you would turn around you can see your cabine." Kira Shot Red in a second.

"Ash is my best friend," Arkham whispered, "she helps me stear the captain, hihi and now to the bed-lefield cloth combat need you naked. You lookso great naked. A'miral Pakthi out."

A soft hissing breathing sound came from Kira's back.

She carried Arkham the longer than usual corridor down, into her cabine, over to the bed she gently sat down turned and wiggled til she was sure Arkham laid secure.
Arkham Snickerd:"Onto the bed-lefield commander my great ass."

"Kira
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3/5 -{missing element rewrite from memory}-

sorry for planing it like this."

"No worries, mam. I'm glad if others can wind up, calm down and I enjoy a little distance."

"Good. If you excuse me I have to carry my pilot home. She crashed because she is drunk."

"I'm not drunk you're drunk."
"Your talking from my back."
"No!"
"No?"
"I'm doin my job!"
"From my back?"
"I'm riding my captain into battle."
"There is no riding into battle, there is only my bed."
"That's where I want to ride you to to the bed-lefield."

Kira imagined the lift again.
"Listen Arkham this is not a mission you are drunk and I bring you into my cabine."
"Onto the bed-lefield! That is where I need you, for close combat training Soldier! Let us ride into the sunset.
She fell asleep again

It's my bed there will be no battle. No close combat, no melee, no artillery simply said there will be no trace of ...
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2/4
she hadn't as much alcohol as the rest of the crew, it was Bday party, 5 crew members had birthday in the last 2 weeks & being radio silent made parties a rarity. It was common to wait til a bunch of people had birthday otherwise they would celebrate daily or every second or third day which was with a community of 40 people a bit much.

Rose & Talissa tried their best to not eat each other while kissing like love drunk meets drunk teenagers, Mondira & Silas slept already on the lap of William. He gently scratched their heads, smiling, his head laid back to the wall behind him. Mondira was at the same age as his youngest daughter & she was at least as energetic as her but clearly needed to learn her limits.

Jenkins smilled as Kira passed by him. "HickxO," she muttered, "as the commanding officer I trust you to handle the crew."
"No worries captain, care for the FC I handle the crew."
"Aye,
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1/4
Kira carryed Arkham on her back, Arkham was drunk not only a bit tipsy but full blown hammered.
She even snored on her shoulder.

Kira's mind showed the lift, Ash didn't needed words in their conversation, simple images or memories where enough, it made things easier, Kira had a good portion herself, making her thoughts a bit slow.

"I bring the FC to bed," she throw into the filled cargobay.
J. jumped up:"Let me carry her your boozed yourself, Dragon."
"J. You know I don't like it if you call me that in the open. Stay where you are that's a drunk order and the FC is Captains territory or what is it called?"
"Responsibility?" J. offered not sure what to do.

"Right, I flipped? Filled her up, she is my girl I gonna care for her." Kira's voice where wonky but sturdy. "Carry out my ... Carry out whoever needs to be carried out of the room. And thank you for your service soldier."

J. felt awkward
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